I am Insane ! :D

dead.

2010-06-13T10:18:00.000-07:00

haha. lala.
i'm so crazy.
i have a sudden of urge to write something.
so yeah.
hmph.
sorry to all,who tag me on the tagboard,those that i never reply.
i shall claim that this blog is officially DEAD.
yeah. i'm lazy to close this blog down already.
soooo.. i just leave it as it is.
yeah. like who will come to my blog to read now that is so dead.
HA.
so yeahhhhhhhhhhh.
I'M BORED.
i..have no idea, where to go take pics for art.
)':
SO BYE BYE BLOG.
don't tag me already :)
LOVE YOUUU ! (L) <3

new year's resolution :D

2010-01-26T07:01:00.000-08:00

POOF! yayy, i'm FINALLY updating :D
yeah, but it may be months before i post another one:/
cause i'm BUSYYY.
gosh, sec 3 life can be so torturing.
hmmm. in comp team now,right..
art is killing me too.
what else..
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
i'm still the same height @_______@
*SOBS*

fine.

MUHAHAHAHHA.

<3 the insane me :D

boomz

2009-12-14T05:48:00.000-08:00

HEEE. haven't post for months D:
:/ yup! i guess i am only going to start posting next year :D
or christmas ~
thought of closing down the blog, but on second thought..i won't .

:D
happy holidays !

<3

What the fish?!

2009-11-02T21:53:00.000-08:00

POOF.Finally put my laziness aside!
Right,i chose my combi already,Amaths and art that one.
*cross my fingers!
hope i can go to the same class as Joanna!

Itc camp just passed,a few days ago.
Though it is tiring, it wasn't that tough like last year one.
BUT! last year was fun, i remember shouting the one,two,one,two for sizing
and i don't know what the hell was wrong with me. I shouted something like"lucy"
beacuse louis was standing next to me.
And it came out damn funny @_@ and everybody started laughing.
Sir was like" OKay, i give your 1 min to laugh" :D
so yeah, i must congrats my "BEST FRIEND" for having lots of star.
First day of camp, i was the campIC,woots,luckily i wasn't in a daze.
than BLAH BLAH BLAH.
So last day of camp, when to amanda's house to sleep,cause we are going to run Great Eastern Woman's Ran.
Woke up,my legs started to hurt each step i took,but i still ran around 2.4km, before walking the rest.
Will update the photos :D

Watch my sister keeper!
It is damn moving and touching!
I cried the whole way @_@

Okay. some updates!
Went to Raffles Hotel with my dad.:D

Went bowling!:)Super fun !
Even though most of the time, it went into the gutter):

Sorry! Only photo i have :D
Don't kill me sihan ! @_@

Dino Project! RAWHH!
Ate Cheese fench fries!
Hector ate ALOT D: wonder why he isn't fat.
So unfair.

All the boys went to buy cheese sausage!
And did some "obscene" stuff.

Mick's egg is ROUND!

Last Friday! :D
Yup! Next year won't be the same class,so these photos are super meaningful! (:
207'09!

I think i closed my eyes D:

Meizhen is slapping herself, hahas .

My LE-MON! I feel like nicknaming her vampire!

Yesterday went to the Arab street.
Kinda interesting :D

MUHAHAH! CAUGHT SIHAN! HAHA !

I am ANGRYYYYYYY!
I am HAPPPYYYY!
Gosh. don't ruin my mood please.
D:
I shall be myself,
I Shall not do anything to please anybody.
I don't want to be a shadow of anyone anymore.
I must STOP TRYING TO PLEASE EACH FUCKING PERSON.
so yeah. i must try.

207'09! WOOT ! :D

<3

ArghD:

2009-10-21T04:29:00.000-07:00

Argh! I hate days when i have to spend at home all alone, god.
how i wished i had siblings or pet or something @_@
And not just "sun-tanning" at home.
Plus stupid neighbour smoking her ass away,when it reaches the top, and i do have limits, she will be DEAD.
Right, so...went to library today, and borrowed In Her Shoes.
Ended up reading 1/4 of the book, and decided to watch the rest,as there was a movie about it.
Yup,quite nice,oh man,that guy is really a jerk.
Met Geraldine and Wei Fen at compass, and.. opps. can't spill the beans.
Booked the tennis court on this friday,gosh,hope i can hit some balls .:X
Hmm,guess i found a job with wei fen,but not yet confirmed.

Well,i've been reading chicken soup the real deal about friends,which i dug out from my cardboard, and realising that i haven't read it since i bought it a few years back?D:
So yup, it is pretty interesting to me D:
and it reminds me of the friends i lost contact.
Like in primary school, around primary 3 or 4?
Yeah, so back than i had a really innocent mind and stuff @_@
And everyday after school i go to this student care centre, cause my parents are working, nobody is there to take care of me, and my parents somehow feel "unsafe"
dumping me at home alone.
So there is this one story in the book that reminds me of somebody.
well, me and her wasn't friends at the start.
But yeah, i make friends pretty quick, so i'm always the one who will make the so called "first move".
When it is play time i will go to her, try to talk to her, but she always ignores me.
And i know that one day she will give in.
So everyday i keep trying and trying, and one day, she talked to me.
Not only did she become my friend,she became one of my closest friend.
We sort of form a group,sophie,karize,jia ling and me.
But a few years later, Sophie had to move house.
And back than,i am clueless about computers or phones.
I still remembered the day when i stand there,crying,waving goodbye,as she went into the van.
And yeah, we lost contact.):
Hopefully, one day,we will meet each other again.
Thinking back, i did lost alot of contact with my friends.
Ahhh.

I found a poem in the book which is pretty nice ! :D

You're having a bad hair day or
you have a huge zit and you
just feel ugly.
the world stares at you.
A friend says,"you look hot!"

You get a bad grade on a test
because you stayed up late
doing a project for another class.
The world says,"you're a failure."
A friend says,"Good try,you'll do better next time."

Your crush doesn't give you the time of day.
The world flirts with them and leaves
you brokenhearted.
A friend sets you up on a date
with that person or says,"You can do better."

Your car breaks down in the middle
of nowhere.
The world drives by.
A friend drives out to the middle of
nowhere,picks you up and goes with
you to the mechanic.

You don't have a date for prom night.
The world thinks you're a loser.
A friend sets you up with a cute cousin.

You slip on the wet grass and fall in
a mud puddle.
The world laughs and walks on.
A friend laughs,then offers you a
hand and hooks you up with a
change of clothes.

Your loved one dies,you feel like
you can't go on.
The world feels sorry for you.
A friend prays for you.

You feel fat and unhealthy.
The world thinks you should stop eating.
A friend jogs with you everyday.

You want to die and considering suicide.
The world ignores you and causes you more pain.
A friend gives you a reason to live.

Life's challenges cause you dismay.
The world fogets you.
A friend gives you love.

You have to admit that is a touching poem X:
So people! know that someone out there cares for you:D
SO HUG YOU FRIENDS NOW :D

okay, i am crapping.
Yayy.heh
still can't figure out if i wanna catch a movie.
Le-mon and i going are going to save the environment plus raise money for charity!
By the way, go to this website!
http://www.whatkindofworlddoyouwant.com/
By watching videos,you can raise money :D

<3

Justin Bieber! :D

2009-10-12T20:55:00.000-07:00

YAYYY!
Okay @_@ TWO MORE PAPER TO GO !
:D

GOSH.Youtube really makes people famous :D
Like Marie Digby!

Love this song :D Miss Invisible.
Yup,kinda slow but it is so meaningful :D
Man, i really love meaningful song
I going to buy teddy's guitar !
He is selling me for $9 :D
I sold my PS3 already, for $400 yayy!

Serving net for new songs!.
And check this out !
Justin Bieber's new song-One less lonely girl but the girl seems too old.heh.
Paramore's brand new album-Brand New Eyes!
HAHA. I sound like i'm advertising :X

<3

D and T !

2009-10-12T07:13:00.001-07:00

Studying d and t now, but nothing is going into my head.
D:
grr.. Starting to hate d and t.
I dreamt of singing the national athem, and tat Demi lovato was in my
grandmother's house:x
gosh, how I wished tat it did came True .
Ahhhh i screwed up literature paper!
Nnnnnooooo!!
I hope for the better):

<3

Literature :D

2009-10-11T06:17:00.001-07:00

Dad is boasting about his new laptop he just bought..
Hmm.. I am not jealous, heh .
at least now, nobody's gonna fight with me to use the computer! Yayy~

YES ! I swam 25 laps today :D
And erhh.. one old man kept smiling at me, for no reason,maybe he is friendly !
Uh huh,WOOO mom timed me, i swam 11 laps within 15 minutes *boast boast !
Yesterday, went to blue horizon,mom's old neighbour gathering or something.
So yeah, one of my mom's old neighbour is a diver.
Cause i went there, i was telling my mom how i wished i brought my swimming costume,
so i can swim. And he heard it!
Heh, he is a experience diver, and he say it is very fun and interesting.:D
Maybe during my holidays,i can pursue mom to let me go for the course !

I AM HIGHHHH.
Random pictures i found on the net :D HAHA !
AWW.bloody neighbour smoking again..

I like the dresss !

OKAY!
Have to study lit ! :D
KOPITIAM .
God, how i wish we could study something like romeo and juliet instead of this @_@

Oh yeah! One more thing.
I know this is VERY VERY VERY LATE.
BUT !
I wanna say..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LOVER!

<3

Cute guy!

2009-10-02T08:56:00.000-07:00

Oh! Did I mention that...
The guy from Hannah Montana the movie which
is also taylor swift you belong with me guy:)!
Omfg! I go a crushhh on him.
plus He sound so man:) ha, of course he sounds like a man!
AND he is not gay!
Uh uh!!!!

ahhhhh! I am getting distracted!!!
Nono!

M-U-S-T studyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Salt water fish!!!
Random okay have to really really study now!

<3

ExamsD:

2009-10-02T08:39:00.000-07:00

Right,so now I'm studying about the digestive system D: how interesting,not.
Life sucks now): everyday,it feels so happening. Go school, head to grandma's house eat and nap till dinner time, go back home study till I can't take it anymore.
It is just one week and I feel so stressed out,so i'm getting pissed easily lately.
God,sometimes I kinda think back and reflect, and be like hey! I changed alot!
2years, to be serious, I still feel weird sometimes like even though there is so many people you just feel so empty and alone?
Haha.
Did oral today, i guess it turned out A-okay.
Mom just told me going to Bangkok for shopping,but I've spent alot of money already.
Sooo...I'm still deciding if I want to go anot.
I changed my mind. Guess I go for art next year..
Hmmm
yup! Won't be updating any time soon.
Have to study!!

Good luck peopleeee!
<3

Nightmares D:

2009-09-26T00:01:00.001-07:00

Ahh. Lately I'm getting nightmares! D:
It is freaking me out :X.
I dreamt of Axl Chong zomg,fomg.HOMG! .
I don't know why, but i know it is a nightmare, it feels like it.
But when i wake up, i just can't remember most of the stuff i dreamt.
I just remember bits and pieces.
God knows why my dreams are so random, AXL! omg @_@
In a million years i won't even thought i would dream of him man.
Heh, but yeah from my memories he is quite,you know good looking ?:X

Yesterday, i slept almost half a day.
Somethings wrong with me D:, but leele gave me this severe heachache medicine and POOF!
I'm feeling much better :D

OH! I HATE D AND T !
):
Wawa better don't let me fail it, or i will KILLLL HIM !

Updates!
Went out with merlyn erhh.. last saturday!
Woooott.

Merlyn so cute. i'm so emotionless.

AND...
TA DA !

Emeila ! :D I took a picture of her!
Than i showed it to her, she hit me in a way like" wo taoyan ni!"
Heh.
Got oral during the tution, we keep laughing at the boy, cause he was so funny.
Opps:X

YES PEOPLE, LETS STUDY !
Jyjy ! Everybody for EOY!
LETS KILL THEM !

:D

<3

Maths

2009-09-17T06:57:00.000-07:00

Yayy! Tomorrow last day for sjab activity. :D
WOOTT!
Gonna fail maths ! :/

Sometimes i wonder when i die how people will feel D:
Not as if i going to jump off a building any now and then.
But i just wonder.
Like how will their expressions be? Will i have a huge impact on their lifes?
And if if we die..where will we go?
I guess.. we won't go heaven nor hell.
We will still be on earth, i hope?
Blah, why am i so emotional these few days man):
Mick! By the way, sorry if just now you called i sounded alittle angry.
Cause i was so angry with my mom.
X:

All the stressfulness is coming back again @_@
Exams are coming, yeah, i am studying.
Neither does my family nor some matters are helping.
I just wish that the whole wild world will shut the fuck up.
And that i can just pluck in my ear phones, hug bob bob and just study peacefully.

For once i feel like i want to pour out,
that i hope there is somebody their for me.
For me to lie on her shoulder to cry on.
But. no. I just can't trust anybody.anymore..
I can't hold on,
everything, is sinking at the bottom of the ocean.
Cause, i want to forget everything ..
and hide nothing...

<3

Happy Birthday!

2009-09-16T05:42:00.000-07:00

Happy belated dad ! :D 14/10/09!
ahhh.. won't be updating blog so often now, cause kinda busy.
Got some award for champions day today @_@

I feel like running or swimming, to get my mind off some shitty stuff!:X
I met liyana today !
love her ! :D

Blah, have to do my art and study maths test!
Won't elaborate much !

I hate you fucktardssssssssss! Is this the way your treat me? ):
oh man, i think my that is coming, so pissed off.
I feel like SHAKING SOMEBODY!
:/
ahh. hope tomorrow will be a better day...

bye suckers ! heh! D:

Plaza Sing :D

2009-09-07T01:12:00.000-07:00

Went to school today !
See? I am so hardworking !
heee.
Went school to finish up d and t,but we are kinda done,halfway there @_@
After that went to eat at hougang mall:X
I was like"I later want buy bobbin"
Than leele was"WHAT?WHO'S BOBBIN WHO'S BOBBIN?!"
I told her"Bobbin is my boyfriend lah!" LOL :/
Bought my boyfriend-Plastic bobbin for $6 plus for around 5 of them!

Tomorrow and wednesday going back school again !
That reminds me D: I thursday have to go back school @_@
Needa go firestation to earn the badge:X

Yesterday ran for the president charity, 5km.
i ran for about,hmm 35 mintues? :/
Ran on the F1 tracks ! :DD
So yup, didn't go for tution yesterday,Emelia must be so bored :X
I was smsing on the way, before the run start.
And i saw a hottie !:D I guess he is a modelD:
I told Emelia than this is what she said.
"Ugh,not fair! I want to see hotties too D: I'm deprived of it,since i am in an all girls school.lol:X"
The hottie reminded me of Alex Mckee, some random guy from youtube, which i dunno how i came arcoss.
Anyhow,so i told her about Alex Mckee and that how can such a hottie turn out to be gay):
than she say
"lol! D: handsome ones or hot ones are sometimes/usually taken or gay.It's the sad truth,haha"
She baked for me cookies:X,too bad i never go for tution,but she promised me she making somemore next week! "
YAYY!

Alex Mckee,I still can't get over him! I CAN'T BELIEVE HE IS A GAY):

Gosh,what a waste T_T

Yesterday..

On the way to hougang mall...

Pink socks RULES !

Laopo is a witch! AHHH

okay !
I going to study now ! X:

<3

Holidays!

2009-09-04T23:35:00.001-07:00

I've been very lazy lately,so since pornstar ask me to update..
I shall update! See! Pornstar! Must be honored okay !
Soo,cut it short!
Monday which was the teacher's day celebration,went to liyin's house to see movie.
I fell asleep halfway:/,cause it was really boring,since i didn't see the first episode.
Tuesday,teacher's day,i stayed home to study, but went to Sengkang CC to play badminton with cheese,hector,sam..okay there is alot..so yup.
Wednesday went to leele's house :D!
Study maths,her sister teached me and cooked for us dinner :DD
Thursday, went to d and t room with lover to do our d and t.
Broke our acylic T_T
Friday, CCA DAYY!
So the pumpings have come back in to the trend somehow,been slacking this whole year :X

Yup!
Goshh,i updated some photos!

The policeman is there forever.

Lover making fun of my height!

AHHH. Unglam me:X

<3

Headache @_@

2009-08-30T03:25:00.000-07:00

I found that my poem got some mistakes @_@
And my blogger got some problem, can't seems to amend them.

So yeah i going to retype LOL.

Good friends are hard to find
When you look at them in the eyes
You don't know if they are that kind
As i waited for the sun to rise

I sat and thought on the grape vine
Feeling so insecure and alone
As time loomed till nine
I slowly began to pace back home

Those awful memories passed me by
I don't want to reciprocate what they done
As i went to bed i fought myself not to cry
I don't want to feel any pain, i want none

I feel like i am trapped in a dark room
Uncertain of what to do, when to say no
I hope somebody will turn on the light soon
And lead me where i am suppose to go

Everybody rushes pass
The smile becomes a frown
They just can't see my mask
And everything just comes down

Everything is a lie
Promises are broken not once not twice
So how can i have faith in life
when the past makes me wince

The star silently gazed down
And i wished upon the shiny star
Wishing my wish will come true now
Even if it seems so far

Yup! Thanks lover and pornstar!
Hahas ! Maybe i should write more poems !

Just came back from jogging at the gym.
Seems to be a long time since i run.
So yeah, my heart is like @_@

Ah! i have to go !
:D
Happy Advance Teacher's Day!

Zomg, I am so super duper sorry ]:

<3

The Proposal

2009-08-29T07:54:00.000-07:00

Study and watched The Proposal at J8 with Laopo and Lover.:D
Romantic huh!
:D
I cannot transfer any pictures to the computer so will upload another day.
Woke up damn early met laopo and study at library.
Lover meet us around 12.

Friday,got some arguments with gary.
And he apologised YEAH.
Like OMG @_@
he NEVER apologises so, yeah i got a heart attack when he said sorry.

I wrote poem about friends for english,LOL .
Blah, i am not very good in writing poem,yeah.
So here it is..

Good friends are hard to find
When you look at them in the eyes
You don't know if they are that kind
As i waited for the sun to rise

I sat and thought on the grape vine
Feeling so insecure and alone
As time loomed till nine
I slowly began to pace back home

Those awful memories passed me by
I don't want to reciprocate what they done to me
As i went to bed i fought myself not to cry
I don't want to feel any pain, i want none

I feel like i am trapped in a dark room
Uncertain of what to do, when to say no
I hope somebody will turn on the light soon
And lead me where i am suppose to go

Everybody rushes pass
The smile becomes a frown
They just can't see my mask
And everything just comes down

Everything is a lie
Promises are broken not once not twice
So how can i have faith in life
when the past makes me wince

'I am so sorry @_@
Gosh i feel bad, you know what i feel so yup
It is not the same.

Had fun today ! :D

<3

7th month

2009-08-23T03:28:00.000-07:00

Here comes the 7th month ! Shouldn't be called the 8th month?
Yesterday, talked to Haddii and Merlyn till midnight.
Suddenly the topic became 7th month and you know what or who.
And we were all freaking out, scaring the hell outta ourselves.
Later, Merlyn put down the phone.
Haddii and i were still talking.
I feel like a failer @_@, such a coward.
I must be BRAVER!

Anyway i was still freaking out, so the whole time i was on the phone, i was tagging along with my mom.
So here is how it went:
Mom was standing up.
Me: Where you going ??!!
Mom: Brush my teeth [Gives weird look at me]
Me: I want to follow !

Mom thought i was crazy, so she was brushing her teeth while i lie on their bed.
Dad was sleeping at that time and was giving this weird sissy position.
Plus his boxers is super short?
Gosh, shouldn't have introduce him boxers @_@
Anyway, I was still on the phone with Haddii .
And i suddenly turn to the left, and dad was giving me this scary expression.
I was so paralyzed with shock, that i didn't even know i was looking at my own dad.
I thought i met you know who/what :XXX

Yesterday spent the whole day at my grandmother's house.
Studying myself away and bullying her :DD
Hahas!

Last friday,
Woke up at 5 am to study maths.
Went to school, first period was maths.
I realised that i wasted my time studying at 5am, cause i don't know how to do lots of question.
I am doomed!
Eyes were shutting itself up, but i drank coffee in the morning.
So i was still surviving!
Yayy.LOL.

Chemistry, sat at the back row and did some hands on work.
With leele, sitting at the back row have lots of advantages !
So we took pictures.

Tada~

Can you spot where is geraldine?

Afternoon was even worse, we have total 3 triages.
3!
Wtf.
And i have a total of 3 people who stepped on my feet.
Running here and there was so tiring.
Keep getting scolded by seniors..
Gah, i don't want to talk about it..
Kind of pissed off, everybody wasn't in good mood that day.

I counted my savings today!
I still have a long way to go man ]:
Around another $200?
Argh!
Mom say if my chinese is 70 plus she will gimme $50:X
Only will help alittle, guess it won't really come true.
I want buy ITOUCH!
I am selling off my guitar, dad is helping me with it.
Cause, i want to use the money to buy another different one.
An acoustic one.
But i have alot on my mind right now.
So, yeah i will see how first.

Oh yeah!
Thank you Geraldine my "BEST FRIEND".
For you heart shape chocolate.
I hope you didn't put any poison in it.

Sorry to lover for recommending you to skating.
I shall not recommend anybody anything.
Cause my recommendation sucks.

I guess that is all !
I am editing my poem for att !

The Proposal

2009-08-18T07:14:00.000-07:00

I want to watch the proposal !

Gosh.
Publicity Planning list [Check]
Bio [check]
Chemistry [ halfway there!]

Pussh, this whole week gonna be super duper busy.
Tomorrow got sjab, thursday going to AJC for brainic show, friday sjab.
Gosh, hectic week D:
Everyday i wake up, first thing i THINK of, -Today MUST be saturday.
Too bad i learnt that, everyday can't be a weekend .

Today's publicity meeting, was funnyyy!
*Ahem, alot of topic , pornstar would certainly love.
Example: Cpl said this " SUCK the cup" etc.
Won't elaborate much, cause i am not horny.
HEH
My head is going to burst though.

Ah, I so lazy to study for chemistry pop quiz :/
Yesterday, went for skating lesson.
Not as bad as what lover described X:
Only that the safety gears are effing wet.
Not that i mind.
Guess it was okay?
alittle bitty fun.
okay it was fun.
Cause
a) I feel so tall when i am on skate, makes me feel so happy!
b) I can skate better !
c) I like the feeling when i took out the skates and wear my shoe, i seems to be floating when walking.

So yup..
Oh! guess who i saw!
ALFRED.
GET THAT! ALFRED!

D:

At serangoon.
He never even notice me, phew .
With my bad hair day, i don't want him to see me like that.
He will go bonkers and laugh at me.
Whatever .
Grr.
Anyway, i wanted to call his name, BUT i choked down my words.
Cause,
firstly, he is super tall, i don't want to stand even beside, in front or what so ever.
He is tan D: and i am alittle jealous that he is tan.
If he looks at me, i wonder if he will remember about the past.
Which is by the way, weird, i guess.
Crapp.
So i msn him just now, i was like " i think i saw you today"
LALA BLAH BLAH BLAH
than he say " can i ask you a stupid question?"
Me:"Yeah?"
He:"Who are you?"
--Bangs myself--
So i told him who i am.
Than we started talking.

I AM JEALOUS.
EVERYBODY IS GETTING TALLER.
I AM NOT.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
help.

<3

Happy Birthday Merlyn !

2009-08-15T08:15:00.000-07:00

1 more hour to Merlyn's birthday!
Happy birthday Merlyn! aka merlion? hahas .
So many people's birthday.hahas.
Everybody is getting older!

I am bored now,as in bored with maths.
The only time i really really "love" maths is when i can solve the question and get the answer RIGHT.
But mostly, i hate it.
Grr. cause obviously i suck at counting numbers.
So i am stuck with it..
If my maths fails again, i can dream on going to a Amaths class next year.
I must must force myself to cooperate with maths.
Crap!

Dad brought me to some place that sells books for like $5 plus plus ?
And the books are all in good condition.
So, i bought 1 book and a magazine.
Went to amk hub, cause my parent wanted to see "where got ghost?"
But was fully booked even though i heard that the movie got 1 star outta 5.
So, don't have a choice,can't watch.
Went to grandma's house to eat dinner.
Than came back home and do maths.

so here i am !

lala.
gosh.

i forgot what i want to type.

damn @_@

ohh!
I remember !

I wonder why people self inflict on themselves.
randomish, i know.
I dunno why,but i was thinking that when i was showering.
Yeah,weird.
I seems to think of alot of weird stuffs while showering
So, i rather hmm. lets see.. punch bob?..wait, no i love bob. never going to do that.
I .. yeah! Rather shout and scream to the four walls ! That won't hurt anybody.

Crazy me.
Gosh. I am glad i know that i seems to be talking loads of bollocks.

To laopo!
Lee le! Get well soon! I am the STRONGEST! hee hee.
To Emelia!
ahh! Tomorrow you not going for tution, will be boring man!
I hope you didn't get H1N1!
Take care!! :DD

Yayyy! thats all.
Booo, now gotta spend my night with maths.

<3

A blah blah day.

2009-08-14T07:43:00.000-07:00

Phew. Just gone for swimming:X
Luckily i didn't screw up today during sjab.heh.
Ic for sec2.
Guess it gone okay?

Except for the attentence thingy thing, got some printing errors i think.
Gah.
So.. i am like damn tired,my legs are jelly welly now.
Yawns.
I better start losing weight!.

I going to see camp rock all over again from the start.
cause i saw it halfway and i can't find the rest of the videos.

Hmmm..i wonder why i am so clumsy today.
Gosh.
During recess i accidently poured laksa on my left leg and than i not careful squeezed green tea on my left leg again.
Screw my hands.
Came home, i was drinking milk and somehow it dripped on my same leg @_@

Yesterday when to leele's house to "study".
We talked alot on the way to her house and bought my usual green apple ice-cream :D
That guy wasn't there.. haha!
ohh~ her dad, so cute, VA-LA-LEE! Long time no see! heeh! I like how he calls my name.
Her sister isn't home.
We ended up painting our hands with silver paint :D
and the sink too.
Crazy as we are, didn't do much of homework.

By the way, Happy Birthday Dominic!
ANDD.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEI YAN ! Love you !:D
Bought seventeen! Hahas! Random.

I am reading Anybody but here, nice book.
But kind of thick.
Anyway, when i was small, i did think of who i really am? Like why am i here?
Or, when i am going to die, how i am going to die.
Will i die with my loved ones? Or will i just die alone?
Dying is the scariest thing i thought can happen in life.
Ah. can't bother to elaborate much, cause i want to jump to the bed soon.

Oh! i like this lyrics, but the song is okay-okay :D
By:demi lovato. :D

Im losing myself
Trying to compete
With everyone else
Instead of just being me
I don't know where to turn
I've been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways instead of always being weak

I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that Im okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
You see I just wanna believe in me

Lalalala(x2)

The mirror can lie
Doesn't show you what's inside
And it,it can tell you your're full of life
It's amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile

I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that Im okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
You see I just wanna believe in me

I'm quickly finding out
I'm not about to break down
Not today

I guess I always knew
That I had all the strength to make it through
Not gonna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that Im okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
You see now, now I believe in me

Now I believe in me

Wooh. thats all.
BANANA :D
gosh, whats with the sudden thinking .

<3

Computer repaired! :D

2009-08-11T06:03:00.000-07:00

Gosh.Computer is finally fixed!
Loads to post D:
But i going to cut it short heh! :D
Blogger is kind of werid @_@ I can't add colours or change the fonts .
Blahh,tsk tsk. Shall figure out what's wrong later.

I love demi's songs!
I want to sell off my classic guitar and buy an acoustic one.
Grr. Guess i have to do it when exams are over.
I going to learn how to play demi lovato song or taylor's one.
I feel so guilty, haven't touch the guitar since...months ago?D:
hope teddy don't see this HAHA!

I can't make the fonts bigger !!
#%(*%^@#@#%*
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY UNCLE ALVIN!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHRISTOPHER!

Past few days, been eating alot of birthday cakes :X

I finally uploaded the pictures :D

This is for amanda! :D
I know life is tough on you, but you always say "SO WHAT!" just live with it!
Hahas, not everybody is so brave like you.
Guess it is in our genes huh?
love you girl!

Went out with Lover and LEELE to Vivo last friday.
Wanted to watch UP! But changed our minds.
Anyway i watched it already with my parents at Kallang yesterday.
Gosh, Kallang leisure theatre the shopping mall, got lots of ang mo!! :X
My mom was complaining that UP! wasn't that nice afterall, she say the whole movie was just
a house, an old man and a small boy.
LOL, She is half right:X
But can you believe i cried at the end? :/
Ohh! Back to topic.
We went to vivo.. went to Pageone,lover wants the tarot cards?[unsure it is spelt like that].
I love boost! :D
Strawberry rocks! Even if it decays within a day in singapore
[I was listening to chem lesson]

Blah blah !
Here are the pictures!

I look like a vampire. That's why i don't like to smile:C

Saturday,went to Christopher's 21st birthday !

Sunday, went to pasir ris park for this P@X thingy thing,National Day.
For scholars. :D
I went cycling too.

Hee hee! Sebastian and another guy X:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
Hahas!

I cutted my hair by the way, looks like a boy ]:
Hmmmm!Going to eat more cakes! Peiyan,Merlyn and hadi's birthdays coming !
awww,i going to be FATTER.

Gonna do essay writing for geography!
Damn teacher.

<3

Knowing

2009-07-30T06:18:00.000-07:00

Zomg. I just hate maths..
Ahh. Don't want to say about it @_@
Thanks Stef for helping me out :D
How can i make such a careless mistake! Damn.
Never go find scale factor. Wtf, i so angry at myself .
ROAARRR, I pretty sure i going to fail.

Things have been pretty stressed out for me these days :C
Though i keep my moods up a little, by reading books.
All i want to say is LAOPO! MUST SMILE! I BOUGHT YOU SOMETHING !
heh. I think you know what it is already.
Passed few days been going out,lazy to think where i went.
Went to see a dentist yesterday.
Help alittle, even though it still hurts .

Went to see Knowing at lover's house.
Seriously, the ending sucks, but i think overall it is okay.
I only like the part where the boy and his father are parting, quite touching.
Pornstar was like stoning, no expression D:
I feel like punching her! How can she not feel anything . Grr.

I can't post pictures from my phone, cause my computer is infected by virus.
Using old computer and i don't know why can't download pictures.
I want to say ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA !
Omg. I can't make it bigger.
Suckish computer X:

I was finding for new songs on tuesday, cause i am kinda tired of hearing lady gaga.
:X
I FOUND THIS REALLY REALLY HOT GUY.!
Okay, his singing is okay-okay, compared to my nsn.
But he is handsomeee!!
Wootttt.
*GASP!

Justin Bieber ! He is freaking hot and talented.
I am jealous, i envy him so much :X

Weee! I becoming some kiddo right now .
HAHA

Jacob Black ! :D

Look at his tattoo ! Heh.!
X:

I love Demi Lovato now :D
Used to love miley cyrus @_@, but i hate her personality.
It sucks.Totally.

Elise Estrada

Found her on youtube, I love her Unlove and Crash and burn song :D

AMY PEARSON!
Love her loads :D

Especially her songs, they are so meaningful.

AHH.. I still can't help but think i going to flunk maths.
I feeling so lame @_@

<3

Captain's ball

2009-07-25T10:46:00.000-07:00

I been so freaking lazy to post anything these few days.
1:49a.m now, i bet my parents are snoring their asses off right now.
Got into a row with my dad a few days ago, he was making those fucking comments that i really don't even bother hearing it anymore.

I am using this freakish laptop my uncle lent me, so i can use it in my room:D
I hope that he can give it to me ,since he have like 1 computer and 3-4 laptops which he just need it for horse racings.
I can't load any pictures,not that i have any right now.

I spent the whole effing saturday, wasting my time at school.
For captain's ball, luckily i played at LEAST one game.
I slept at the first aid post while on duty,opps, i really can't help it.D:
Grr, i want to walk on the bridge even though i went there last week.
I am joining inline skating!
I really don't care if anybody is accompanying me .
It was so fun last year, seriously compared to hip-hop i really prefer skating better.
I think i am not the dancing type, only when my brain is screwed or something than i dance well.
HAHA.

I addicted to books @_@!
I am re-reading the undomestic godness.D:
Went to Clark Quey today with my parents, cause my mom want to watch some kind of ge tai performance.
Freak me out when they sang the song.
so horrible:X
I wonder how can my mom enjoy that kind of song and still say my type of song is so noisy D:

I am fully packed during november !
I hope i can go overseas or something to escape the camp.
Sir was saying till it is going to be so terrible,i so scared that i be the camp IC. I will die right there and than.
I hope nobody see this,hahas.

I guess i going to turn it .
Nights :D!

<3

Physic D:

2009-07-16T02:52:00.000-07:00

Went out with Merlyn, Pei Yan and Rebecca yesterday :D
Ate at Mos Burger !
LOL ! This is the first time i ate mos burger, the burger D:
So ex , money money $_$
We were like aunties can, gossip gossip HAHA !
But damn funny :D

Thanks Pei yan! For the present and Benedict for the strawberry pocky !

Best present ever :D

I not allowed to go out for the rest of this week, cause my mom say i keep on going out.
Well, i stay at home and sleep than X:
Can save money anyway!
I can't decide if i want to go to Lady GaGa's concert anot.
Its on a wednesday and i guess i got cca on that day, plus 1 hour $70 plus $80 plus so not worth it.

Effing Physic ! ]:
I am 100.12345 % sure i going to fail physic.
HATE IT.
D: Dang.
Even today, when there is a test,i slept while doing it.
How pathetic @_@
I having a huge freaking headach now beacuse of it, feeling better cause i took a nap :D
Physic must be avoided at all times, that will be good for me.
Especially Mr Tee is the borest teacher to me .
I can't even look at him for 20 minutes without, sleeping or reading my book.
Ahhh.. Die!! Dammit.
I feel like SHAKING SOMEBODYYY..
Target : MY DAD.
Oh shit! He is too tall D: can't shake him :X
My dad just said his tummy is big, retarded.HAHA

My dad painted the house, Rose White ! :D i choose one okay ! so it is nice :D
A bit white and pinkish.
Looks so much brighter!
Clean the living room, found so many "hiding places".
I think my neighbour is going to think that we are selling the house or something.
HAHA.

Oh! The funniest thing that happened today, was that i was holding Geraldine's file today, on the way to school so i was reading it for the effing Physic test while walking. So.. i was walking than suddenly i can't walk forward. LOL i didn't realise that there was a pole blocking me and i went to walk into it. At that moment, it was damn hilarious we were laughing the hell outta us all the way to school @_@ . The girls looked as us like we are mentally retards.

Made a blogshop with Geraldine and Jiayi, not really ready yet, we haven't put up all the things and stuff yet.
http://www.littlebeads-inlife.blogspot.com/
Support us ! :D

I am sleepy ..@_@
Yawns.

<3

Those memories

2009-07-14T07:27:00.000-07:00

I just received two photos when i was really young by my god-mother's daughter.
I look so happy and smiley, i don't know why D:
I look so damn innocent to be serious @_@

Think about it, i looked like an evil little monster HAHA.
This was my favorite shirt, i got like what, Pink,Blue,Yellow?

Plus i have no fashion taste @_@

So yup! Thanks to Ceon and Geraldine for the Elmo and sticky sweets.
Jun hui for your present.
Si han for the elmo too ! :D

I have like two identical elmo-s now, only different sizes . HAHA

Elmo wants to hug me ! LOOK AT SI HAN ! HAHAHAH ! the face :D So match Guo yuan :D

Zomg, I love Nineteen Minutes ! Damn freaking nice, i can't NOT put a finger on it.

This is what she wrote, and i find it really meaningful.

This was Peter's point of view.
"When you don't fit in, you become superhuman. You can feel everybody else's eyes on you, struck like Velcro.
You can hear a whisper about you from a mile away. You can disappear, even when it looks like you're still standing right there. You can scream, and nobody hears a sound. You become the mutant who fell into the vat of acid, the Joker who can't remove his mask, the bionic man who's missing all his limbs and none of his heart.
You are the thing that used to be normal, but that was so long ago, you can't even remember when it was like.
You can feel people staring; it's like heat that rises from the pavement during summer, like a poker in the small of your back. You don't have to hear a whisper,either,to know that it's about you. I used to stand in front of the mirror in the bathroom to see what they were staring at. I wanted to know what made their heads turn, what it was about me that was so incredibly different. At first I couldn't tell. I mean, i was just me. Then one day, when i looked in the mirror, I understood. I looked into my own eyes and i hated myself, maybe as much as all of them did. That was the day i started to believe they might be right...

I wonder what Brandon is feeling right now..

I hope that XinYing is feeling well now :D

Not that i am starting to believe what they were saying, i am just starting to realise, i am a fool for not figuring out earlier.
For her to ruin our friendship , it is not worth it.
I really want to talk to you, I don't want to say anything bad about her, I just want you to know what i feel.
But i don't know how to approach you..

Basic NCO camp T_T .
Damn, can i say i dread to go to the camp ?
Yes, I CAN ! Hee !

<3

Happy Birthday To me :D

2009-07-13T07:23:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

I didn't have any big bash.
I don't have tons of presents i used to have when i was young.
I not all "TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY! YEEPEE!" .
But one thing i know for sure is that, today was my happiest day.
Because i see all those people who care for me, who remembered my birthday.

Thanks for everything guys,cause it really doesn't really matter if you bought a present for me or not.
It just the thought that counts, that the fact you all remembered my birthday.

I just came back from eating with my aunties and my family.
So i am pretty full right now.D:
HAHA.

Went to see Chinese Opera on Friday with my parents.

Celebrated my birthday yesterday with my cousins.

I lost $5 today T_T

Anyway ! I want to say....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANA !
ALIEN! :D I thought you forgotten my birthday!
Hahas! I know tomorrow is your birthday :D
I hope we can meet up soon so that we can chat chat!
LOVE YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEELE!
Yeah,thanks for the poster. I thought you would erh.. wish me happy birthday in school.
But it is okay :] I am glad you remembered my birthday.
Anyway,I will wish you tomorrow, face to face.
There isn't anything to be scared or afraid of right?
As Gary said, we are friends already:D.
So right now and forever .
I hope your dreams will come true and you can go to erhh. SS something something concert :X

I going to agree with Leele, I think she is saying about what happened to Brandon today..
Even if she is not, I would like to say..
I won't deny that i laugh at him last time.
I dare say i judged him last time.
But, i want to say, i shouldn't have done that.
Nobody is right to judge a person, nobody.
And i really regretted it.
Maybe it is because of all those jerks that say those stuffs about him.
That somehow goes into my head and i just laughed it off.

Reading Nineteen Minutes, it is about a boy-peter who from a young age is being picked by others, others made fun of him and he have to depend on his friend,jodie who is a girl to stand up for him. When Jodie grew older, she started to hang out with the more "popular" group of people and suddenly peter and jodie slowly become futher apart.
Till one day, it just took one day, when peter came to school , he was holding a gun and he started to shoot everybody.
But.. he spared Jodie.
It was because everybody who picked on him went to high school with him, an eye for an eye.

Brandon is like Peter.
But nobody is there to stand up for him...

I want to say sorry to Brandon.
Sorry.

Lastly, I want to thank : 207, my family, aunties, those who wished me happy birthday!

:DDD

<3

Youth Day

2009-07-09T23:10:00.000-07:00

Spent my youth day with my dad, stayed at home and "study".
Well, he took me to a Japanese restaurant and said that it was my birthday treat :D
Thanks dad.!

I was talking to Lover on the computer the other day and we were webcaming.
So my webcam was not angled properly, i adjusted it and the wire was too short so i pulled harder @_@
My computer black out D: , i could only hear Lover's voice but i can't on the computer.
I look towards the floor , there were alot of water, i guess it came from the fish tank.
I told my dad and he was flustered at first and became really pissed off :X
By then, the whole floor was almost filled with water, like flooding.
I guess it was the tank or something in my dad's fish tank.
So i quickly took the mop to mop everything out, my dad off the switch to stop the water .
It was around 10pm, so i was mopping everywhere,cleaning here and there,while watching desperate housewife at the same time.
Real sweet.:C
Next day when i came back home,my dad tied all the wires neatly and the fish tank was gone.
My house look so much bigger D:
Anyway, now all my fishy is at my grandmother's house cause she have a fish tank there.
I gonna miss my fishy]:
My dad was totally grateful to me as in he saying "I don't want to keep the fish tank already, always giving my problems,now can save money and i don't have to maintain it anymore."
Guess it was a good thing after all?

So.. now i don't even have a fish pet.
]:

I am done with Keeping Faith, well i really learnt alot from the book itself.
Reading Death by bikini now, lover introduce it to me.
I can't take a nap already, i going to jog with my dad soon :X.

I'm really unsure why i feeling so strained and tired, my eyes are so going to close yet i can't stand to even put my books aside.
I am feeling all hung out, stranded.
I am guessing i want to live in the fantasy and not in reality.
THAT,will never happen .
I stayed out late at night just to read and i'm like one more chapter just one more before i sleep.
Sorry lover if i look moody or what, i'm not really moody but i just want to be alone with my bookie! Hee! Making you jealous ! Oh. That rhythms.
OMG. Sounds like i am on drugs.

I have to go jog!

<3

Nsn!

2009-07-05T02:50:00.000-07:00

Omg! How i wish i can meet him :X
NSN AKA EATMEWHILEIMHOT(Band :D)! ROCKKSSS!
Even though he is not THAT famous :D , I still love him okay !
I want to be able to play guitar so well like him !

Anyway, it's been raining these few days.-Random fact @_@
I went to jog today , i saw two ang mo-s! LOL
Phew, but my jogging went to waste :X
Dad dragged me to Little India to eat prata.
Haha!

These few days i going to bored myself with homework .. and homework!

I find this picture quite depressing :X

OMG! I just remembered :X
A few days ago, I dream of gary dying @_@.
Luckily it is a dream .

Blah,Blah.. !
I don't feel like doing any homework .

Oh! I found a part of keeping faith hilarious -To me it is :X
So here is the part...

Father Rampini hears footsteps on the stairs and draws himself erect, ready to stare down this heretic.
Faith White skids to a stop three feet in front of him and smiles.
She is missing one of her front teeth.
"Hi,"she says. "Are you Father Rampenis?"
Mariah White's face goes scarlet."Faith!"

LOL! HAHAHA! XXX:

I was coming back from tution with my dad, than there was this little girl in the pram who was crying.:X
I didn't see her parents anywhere so i asked my dad if we should just comfort or ask where is her parents.
My dad was like "Don't need . Her mom is angry,she is standing there"
I see so many people standing, how he know which is her parents X:
Blah, we keep walking and i keep asking my dad if we should go back and check.
And he says" Aiyo! You want go bring her back home lah !"
]: Yeah . I wish so!
I want a sibling !

My birthday is coming! MUHAHAHAHS ! :D
I don't want to grow old ]:

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Zhi Zhong's Birthday

2009-07-03T22:05:00.000-07:00

Happy Belated Birthday Zhi Zhong ! :D
Went K-Box yesterday, took bus with edel and Ah-on .
Hee! Mac hiring people there:X
Edel told me it was not worth it to work, cause they pay damn little .
Desperate times call for desperate measures right?
HAHA!
I not that despo D:
But i want to shopppppp!
Saw hector with his friends, he look so formal!
Met Cheese and he brought us up to k box.

Sang alot of songs, Lady Gaga , Britney, PCD, Beyonce, M2m, Taylor swift, BLAH BLAH.
]: Saddy! I want to have sore throat @_@ but my voice still sound the same.
OH YEAH!
CEON SANG TOO!
LOL
Exclusive :D

We sang happy birthday and cut cake.

He wish out loud X:

Ben and Cheese surprised him by buying him a cap !
I going to pay the money to them on tuesday.
*SOBS!
broke @_@.
I going to put all my money in the piggy bank so i won't use it X:

This was the picture, the staff took for us :D
We had to pay $2 for the photo . hee.
Benedict looks like he is sticking his finger into his nose HAHAH :X

LOVER! I WANT TO GO YOUR HOUSE !

After Gladys told me everything, I knew it was just a misunderstanding.
I knew it was because of somebody who told you something that was not true and you believed it.
Yeah, at least we opened up to each other right?:D
Haha!
Thanks for the biscuit ! It is nice by the way :D
And hope you are feeling better !

<3

Random !

2009-07-02T00:21:00.001-07:00

I so drained out D:
School is so freaking tiring, even if there is no cca.
Tomorrow got ccm @_@
Dammit not looking forward.
Ears are half way deaf right now, I really want to sleep, yeah i going too :D
Raining heavily too, Lover told me yesterday that she love it when it rains .
Well it makes me sleepy .
Yawns.
Mrs Lee was really nice today D: , I wonder why.
Hahahs ! played soccer !
Yeah . I don't like BALLS game .
But i want to try out new stuff :D
She remembered my name !

Maths is super boring almost half the class was dozing off.
Yeah, I rather sleep in science than in maths.
Cause i be clueless for maths, but science at least i can read and understand.:D
Must pass my maths . Hee.

Went swimming yesterday with Charrisa.
Omg. I think she also have a tattoo behind her back.
Mom was nagging and bragging that if one day i get a tattoo she will disowned me D:
Too narrow minded.
HAHA.OPPS.
I found out walking in the pool is fun :D
Even though i look like a complete retarded.

I really hope singapore snows or something .
LOL .
Reading Keeping Faith by jodi, second book after i read sister keepers halfway :X.
I hate physic about electricity thingy plus Mr tee is really really boring the hell outta me.
I being random now.
I want to see ICE AGE 3 .
hahas.

I don't know why i exercise so much yet i not slimming down@_@
I broke the record of not drinking cold drinks in school, 1 day :X
Orange juice don't count right?
Oh man, i will get diabetes if i continue to be like that.
I saving money for LADY GAGA 'S CONCERT!
i hope is this year :D

I love acoustic songs :D
Yesterday, i woke up, going to the bathroom to wash up .
I walked pass my mom, she said" You just walk pass by a roach."
"WHAT!" @_@
My mom caught it for me :D Hee.
Great exercise for her, since she don't exercise except for her mouth :XX
Omg. I so bad.
Hmm. Yesterday was St.John's day, so i was taking my uniform cover lying it against the wall as i wanted to take my belt.
I was running late, so i asked my dad to help me put the uniform cover in the toliet .
I took the uniform cover off the wall than there was a lizard !
YES!
Why we clean the house almost every single day and the insects keep coming :X
My house is full of pest ]:
Blah. Now i have a phobia of my own house , i wake up first thing is to check if there is any insect on the floor or the wall.
I am so scared it will somehow jump on me .
Heeh.
I such a coward.X:

HAPPY BELATED ST.JOHN'S DAY!

OH! I finally downloaded the pictures!

I LOOK SO TALL ! HAHAHA

I LOVE NSN !
HE IS DAMN ROCKING HOT :DDD
This is to proof that nsn is way talented than ceon's dream wife .
Okay, britney is cool too.
Even my uncle know how to sing womanizer, and he is like " 40 plus?"
:O

I going to ROCK THE WORLD !

<3

Oh god :X

2009-06-30T07:47:00.001-07:00

Ahh. ! Can't seem to download the pictures lover sent me today.
Blah, I don't know why, everybody is like either they are angry or sad.
Weird.

You are really too much man D:
I regret being so close to you, I thought you would really treat me like a friend.
The way you talk to me is like you just have to talk to me that is why you talk to me.
It didn't matter the way you look right? It is how you behave.
Damn.
Yeah, You borrowed clothes from me .
Now you ask me to travel all the way, to there and take it from you?
You didn't even say a word thanks .
Almost the whole month i been wearing the same few shorts, just because i wanted to lent you.
I don't know what to say.
I so confused , as always.
I really don't want history to repeat itself.

I really have to talk to patty someday .
We really have alot to catch up.

I want to do something extraordinary in life.
Cause it is short , I don't know how long i will live.

<3

Omg

2009-06-29T06:25:00.000-07:00

First day of school is like a disaster . @_@
Omg. really don't feel like going back to school tomorrow.
Even though i don't really understand why .

Hmm, I really have to diet man]:
Wanted to swim today but it rained.

Went to fly kite kite
YES KITE!
On Sat :D
With Merlyn and Pei Yan, Sorry i was late @_@

Went with jeszmin, for the donation for sana .

Quite tiring but kind of fun hahas !
BBOOO ! I saw alot of kiddies okay !
Hee damn cute.

Went Clark Quey with lover and si han.
Woot ! go eat the erh.. pizza?
Wahahs ! love the aunty :DD
Update photos tomorrow!
Must steal from lover, MUHAHAHAS !

Going to talk to pei yan and hadi plus merlyn later!

<3

Genting!

2009-06-26T09:13:00.001-07:00

Came back from genting yesterday .
Hee. Quite a blast there.
I LOVE THE WEATHER !
Grr.. if singapore were to be like that , it will be raining m and m.

Wee! I so tired right now, but i don't feel like sleeping
Muhaahas!
Anyway I LOVE GUITAR HERO.
Mat and i were like playing it every single day when we are at genting.
I love playing the drums man !D:
But guitar still rock the hell outta me .
Oh yeahh, my guitar skills all rusty already ,not that i have any.

I LOVE LOVE GUITAR HERO!

We played archery,shooting, bowling blah blah.
Alot of stuff , hee, got a bad memory @_@

Oh yeah ! The bus was like OMG.
I never sit so high class bus before @_@
And didn't even thought i will have the chance to take it.
Wonder what is going on with my parents D:
The bus got games, movies and the chair is like massage chair?
Saw Nanny diary on the way there.

Ate loads of good food too.
I been drinking coffee every single day .
Hee. It is nice okay !.
Temptation is taking over me !

Went to outdoor theme park .
Took most of the rides, I think i saw emily there but i didn't call her.X:
I love the rollarcoaster, heart dropping D:
I still love it . heh.

Lovely right !

Hee! he must slim down :X

LOL the hunted house @_@
The boys that went with us were like screaming D:

Cut my hair and lover said i look like a boy ]:
*sobs.

Camp tee ! :DDDD

I SWEAR I saw See Hao .
Actually i DID saw him.
LOL see hao D:
hahas ! used to tease him about his name .
I saw him at first world, i was like" see hao! "
I want to see if he got turn around.
So he did turn around and i waved.
Yes i did !
Omg. he look so blur and just wave back.
I hope he figure out who i am :X

I really hope we can come back again ]:
Didn't bought anything.
Saddy.

I am becoming fat D:
Must jog tomorrow !

I watched Miley's world tour concert on the bus.
Well, cause there isn't anything really nice to watch so..
Even though i HATE her.
I have to admire her.
:X
I AM JEALOUS!
rubbish val @_@
Get on with your ---- life :D

Lets go ROCKING!

Bake cupcakes with lover and her cousin at her aunt's house :D
Her aunt is nice @_@
Okay so everybody is nice :DD
Oh shit .. i am so hopeless.

Oh by the way, her aunt drove BMW .
Yeah !
Omg.
@_@ i am so poor.
HAHA !

They look so alike D:

Oh yeah ! the most touching thing was..
that she and her cousin did this "Happy birthday Lady Val val " !!!
And my birthday is still 1 more month away:D
HAHA!
so cute right :D
Yeah and lover was expecting me to cry.
But yeah, I didn't anyway what matters is the thought that counts!
:D
I so making si han jealous MUAHAHAHS!

I love lover's smiley face :DD

Thanks Lover!
and your cousin - Elaine
plus your aunt too !:D

Life is so not screwed up now :DD
I just need more $
Yeah i always need more $ !
Hahas!

<3

I am BACK ! Weee!

2009-06-25T07:42:00.001-07:00

I AM BACK !
I am going to post everything tomorrow :D
Tomorrow gonna go to lover's house to bake CUPCAKES !
WOOT!
hee hee. !
can't wait.
D: Miss lim called me say that school WILL NOT BE EXTENDED.
*SOBS.
Oh well... X:

I am tired
*YAWNS.

<3

Genting ! :D

2009-06-22T03:00:00.000-07:00

PEOPLEE!
I GOING TO GENTING !!!
WOOTTT!

23-25 :D

I will try my best to smuggle bubblegums + chewing gums for your! :D
Hope i won't get H1N1 :XX
Don't sms me !!
Hee.. hee!

Bye retards!

<3

Fly Kite ~~

2009-06-21T03:26:00.000-07:00

I JUST WENT TO FLY KITE!
Daddy bought a kite for around $9 and we tried flying the kite nearby my house.
There is this HUGH HUGH field where on the weekends alot of people go there and fly kites.
I got really tired of running in order to make the kite fly.
Well, it is kinda fun anyway hahas !
OMG. i am hungry:X

Woot! I so tired ! but i super uper happy :D
Woke up damn early today, just to go for this malaysia-singapore first aid and home nursing competition.
We left halfway cause , there wasn't anything to do just to look at them and see how they treat the casualty.

I went jogging in the gym , YES ! yesterday morning.
Anyway i was so exhausted that i didn't on computer yesterday .
After jogging i did my maths, rushing to finish up my homework @_@
My dad was sleeping on the sofa.. and i was really bored with doing stupid idiot maths.

WOOT! I AM A RETARDED !

My smexy dad :D Hate + Love him :X

Went to library to borrow books !
Hadi said i will become a nerd @_@
Blah, anyway i still love reading .
Hee hee.
I WANT TO BE NERD!

I asked my dad to "pose" for me while drinking coffee .
MUHAHAHAS !

Went to the hospital to visit my aunt's dad who got into an accident.
Well, thankfully he is alright.
Saw my little cousins :D

Blah..
I am bored.
I don't know why i can crap alot in my head but not write it out.
X:

<3

Fly kite fly kite~~
Later kana lightening strike ..
hee hee :]

Drag me to hell :X

2009-06-19T06:46:00.000-07:00

Went to watch drag me to hell today at Cathay.
On the bus, Kwan wai and iron was like crapping about hong kong.
Kwan Wai pang seh us @_@.
Her mother suddenly don't let her join us , so she had to take a bus home from tamphines.
So ceon and me went to watch the movie, we were like holding the jacket he brought and used it to cover our face. XX:
Ceon scream than i scream , what the hell.
I guess, we were some kind of public nuisance,seriously we were damn noisy .
HAHA.

Went to Changi Airport after that, Ceon so crazy about Dora the explorer D:
Sot sot one him X:
All small kids ! HEEHEE. know what i thinking @@@@______@@@@

Went with this Boxer Fan/ Iron .

Dora !

I love ignition !
Talking to Hadi, Iling, Pei yan, Rebecca and cherie !
I think the camp made us become close friends huh ! (:

Oh yeah !
I SO SORRY LOVER !
I hope she sees it .

<3

You needed time to think.
And I need time to heal.
I can't be like you, and act if nothing happen.
I am sorry.

Adventure camp '09 ! Pictures :D

2009-06-18T05:45:00.000-07:00

Got the pictures! Wahahas ! :D

<3

Adventure camp!

2009-06-18T00:35:00.000-07:00

I am back from adventure camp!
ONE THING IS IT IS DAMN FUCKING _$(q@58% FUN .
Don't know where my mom heard from , she says that it is going to be boring.
SO WRONG .

Maybe, it is because my team is damn freaking fun.
:D Oh yeah. Made some new friends . WEEPEEE!
Right, now i am in this high high mood :D.

Pictures will be uploaded!
Once yi ling send me the photos :D .
Love my shirt by the way.
Miss Wee! I know the black magic trick already! HAHA!

Omg. Our group -Ignition (Styro right!) won best group :D
Cause of all the odds we overcome.
Yeah.

We were separated into different groups.
Each group consisted of different types of cca.
When they announced that they are going to split us .
We were like " HUH?!"
So we went into the groups and guess what?
All i know is Benny and Shu han in the group the rest i don't know who are they.
First day we were pretty quiet, it was kind of boring the first day.
We learnt how to belay and the belaying commands.
Cheers and get to know each other better.
We went into our own cliques, shu han and me.

Second day, we start to get to know each other better .
We start to talk more often .
We went kayaking !!!!!
WOOT. I love that so freaking much.
We wore the life jacket and in a circle, go into the sea and just lie back and float.
My whole shoes were like so wet ]:
I bought new school shoes by the way! Muhahas !
I sat in the front and Shu han was at the back, we didn't get it at first of how to pedal .
But after that we got the hang of it.
Next the instucter asked us to put the boat side by side. and ask the front and back to stand up.
LOL! Damn fun man. And we sang the school song HAHA @_@ Yeah. In the middle of the sea.

We went for abseiling after that, you have to lean back and slowly lower yourself down.
Your legs have to be stretch out and walk slowly downwards.
The gloves are so smelly hahas!
The instructer so funny
"You take your hands out from the gloves and touch your face later got one pimple come out"

Zip-line , it was where here, we got our team to bond :D
Zip- line is like you just have to sit , and jump .
There will be a long stretch of string from one side to the other.
LOL, my explantion still sucks shit.
And you just jump.
Sounds simple , but quite scary.
BUT! I did jump okay! it is so fun , flying in the air WAHAHAHS!
Okay. So there was this guy- Wei seng(i think, can't remember chinese name )
He didn't went for kayaking , said he was sick.
He stepped onto the platform for the abseiling , he went down after that as in by the stairs .
We forced him to go to the zip-line, everybody was cheering him on.
Even the boys, everybody.
He was there, sitting so scared and everything .
We were cheering him on and stuff.
He did jump after that, he came down and he was like
"Just now i told the teacher i cannot i want to come down, (the teacher pointed to the way the zip-line is going where he have to jump ) and said" you want to go down , go by here"
We didn't give up , we keep cheering. Nobody is gumbling.

Yesterday, we did high elements .
You have to climb up and walk or overcome obstacles.
For us, we have to walk over a plank of wood.
Everybody did already, except wei seng(I got a feeling that it is wrong spelling)
So i was in the belaying team too, i am the supporter .
He only climbed one step and said" I want to faint already , i want to faint , i cannot i cannot"
I have to raise my hand to support him in case he fall.
It took him very long to climb the staples, about 25-30 minutes?
While other people just took barely 5 minutes .
My hand was like @_@ .
Everybody was cheering him on and stuff not only our group but also other groups who were doing other elements.
People who don't even know who he is , cheering him on, how often you get that?
Instructer Wilda was like " Look wei seng, look in front what can you see?"
He replied " Trees, Sea."
Wilda" Every step you take name me something"
He " I cannot , i cannot , can you just let me jump? "
Wilda" No, you have to go half way of the plank, yesterday you never go for kayaking. Tell me
can you see the k-long?"
He " No, i can't "
Wilda" Okay you want to see the k-long right? go closer and you can see it"
He took a step closer.

Every step he took , we were happy for him.
For him to overcome the fears.
Yeah, basically i learnt alot from my team.
The way we built friendship and teamwork:D
Everybody went for lunch and we were still there . Cheering him.
Only the belaying team were there cause we got lunch duties yesterday.

At night, was the campfire night.
The performances were nice , hahas !
Lover! Did the ad so funny . I so jealous ! Dance with the other girl .
Our performance was a success !

Today morning, clean the hall .
We took group photos and stuff :D
HAHA!
okay so yeah that is all.

I going to Malaysia on 23-25 !!

Yes! I love the camp, i will always remember it.
Cause i had the best days of my life :D

Life just can't get worse

2009-06-12T07:24:00.000-07:00

I feeling as if everybody is avoiding me, most people.
Those people who are there are Siying and just a couple of my friends which goes out and have fun with me , talk to me and make me feel a hell lot better.
Maybe i taking everything just too seriously.

People who i thought i can turn to, who i thought will kind of be there for me .
They all just POOF! disappear.
I can't CAN'T believe what i am feeling and thinking right this instance.
Because everything i am feeling just isn't right, isn't what i used to be.

Isn't right.. I trying really desperately trying not to do something stupid or silly.
I am trying i am trying so hard.
The harder i try, it just worsen .
I just think, everything. From eating to sleeping .
I can't concentrate every single stuff i do.
Everything i do i have to thing of that problem.
I asked myself why?
I can't even answer myself.
I blame it on myself and i know it isn't my fault.

i trying to mask myself, trying to not blame myself for what happen.
Trying to think positive and just move on.

I still trying ..
I hope this will be over soon..
Cause right now, I am distraught.
Yes. I miss those times too .
I don't think we can reverse it .
I hope i can sleep tonight.
Shouldn't have read that.

I love this song :D
It is always darkest before the dawn.
I hope dawn comes.

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Sentosa! :DD

2009-06-12T06:29:00.000-07:00

Went to swim at night yesterday with Charrisa.
Usual numbers of laps but i swam abit slower.Hahas :D
I managed to ask her if the heart shape on her hand is being drawn by marker or a tattoo.
It turns out to be a tattoo .Wahahas! I kind like it :X
But i won't get a tattoo for sure, mom finds out = i going to be dead.

Met Liyana at Serangoon mrt today, she woke up late . Rahhh!.
We went to Vivo and eat at Banquet.
Hee. She treated me to ... GREEN TEA cause she said she felt bad for being late.
To liyana: It is okay! hahas :D
I saw the constructions of the Family resort or something . Can't wait for it to be ready :D

Went to siloso beach and rent a bicycle, at first we wanted to rent a two seater one.
Since Liyana just learnt how to ride but when we tried it, I found it difficult to even control.
I did ride two seater bicycle before, this proof difficult for me .
Hahas . So we change into the indivival one :X
Cycle here and there.
Nope, i didn't get a tan T_T

We went to Ben and Jerry and took a rest.

I wore the same singlet :D I DID WASH OKAY ! D:
I look so unglam .

I look taller ! HAHA!:X

Went to the beach and just sit around and play with the water.

Footprints :D -Remains in my heart.

My eyes look super small @_@

Blah. So sad that dece can't join us :X
After that headed towards vivo to walk around .
I WANT NEW CLOTHES.!
i want chinese new year to come again .X:

I started reading and reading again :D
Ah. Fantasy ... If they ever come true.

<3

Ice Skating!

2009-06-10T03:15:00.002-07:00

Tuesday went ice-skating with Trilene at Kallang there.
D:
I hate taking trains, they make me super blur.
WEE. It was my first time ice-skating .
Hee.
I only know how to inline skate and lets say i am not fantastico in it.

I am in debt now :X.
Yeah. It wasn't really fun at the beginning , i kept falling.
Than i got this blister on my toe, i can't really control what my feet are doing.
LOL.
The number of falls : 11 times.
Yeah. Backache yesterday but today is better.
Went to kopitiam to eat, chicken macaroni!

The singlet was the one that Laura and i bought :]
So yeah. LOVE IT.

Look at the woman :X we took at the wrong time hahas !

Took a bus to Douby Ghout. ( I spell it wrongly i think)
Passed by city hall mrt and i told trilene why not she alight, she can go home faster.
She alighted.
I went to the mrt, i suspect that my elink card won't have any money to let me take mrt.
I was right, i taped the card and it was like " insufficent amount of money"
WTH.
I don't have a single cent in the wallet.
My elink card don't have money.
I don't think i can go home.
I called trilene and told her, we both panicked.
I have no choice but to ask these two school girls if they can give me $2.80 for me to take a trian home.
I wanted to take down her hp number so i can return her money.
One of the girl don't have enough money so the other gave me the money.
Omg. They are so kind :X.
So damn thankful man. Or else i will be struck there.

Went home and rushed to tution!
Vanessa kept giving me stuff to eat @_@
I ate strawberry pocky, almond and longan jelly and a packet of green tea.
I forgot the diet thingy , oh well.
hahas.

Yesterday spent the whole entire day at Sengkang CC.
For this anti-drug thing, at times it was quite fun.
Don't want to elaborate much on it.
Went to Mac to eat my lunch.
I growing fatter and fatter.
Dammit.

Erhh. cannot remember her name but i know the right one is Queenie.
Ended at 5 plus i think.

Today!Woke up and daddy ask me to help do house work D:
After that met Lover at compass and ate with her.
HAHA. I feel like i become so daring.
I was in need of tissue and i look towards the other table and this woman have a HUGE box of tissue.
I asked her for tissue HAHA.
she is so kind, she was " Sure sure! take as many as you want! " and smile to me .
Yeah. In the world there are really kind people :D

Went to Lover's house.
I love her house man X:.
So peaceful and there are so many plants and water fountains! :D

Looks like a mini island ! :D

Went to walk with her near the river there and than we went back.
Sat at this table near the river, talked alot of struff.
I lose it and cried . Argh. i become crybaby already :X.
Can't control .
Maybe now, she is the only one who makes me feel better.
I really wish patty is here..

People tend to avoid their fears.
I want to overcome them .
I don't want my fears to ruin my life.

Monsters Vs Aliens!

2009-06-08T06:13:00.000-07:00

MUHAHAHHAS!
LOL!
Watched Monsters Vs Aliens 3D with Laura today!
Met her at amk hub and went for a cheapo lunch .
Shared chicken rice with her:D
Talk and crap loads of rubbish.

I don't know why i keep on meeting xms people.
Saw Lin wei, Xu rong, Xing wei and i think Dex?D:

Before the movie started, we walked around and we both love this singlet which have
colourful toy cars printed on it.
The shop was selling it for 2 for $20.
So we both bought the same one :DD
Maybe when we meet again we will wear the same singlet.
HAHA!

The movie started late.
The 3D spec or whatever it is called, keep slipping off my nose, argh.
The light at the theater went off and the movie started.
There was this old man who fell right in front of me .
At first i didn't realise it was an old man, he came tumbling down the stairs, like 4 steps?
I thought the old man was a young boy and will quickly pick himself up.
It was super dark so i can't see really clearly.
But he didn't stand up or what.
He was just lying down there not moving.
So some guys decided to help.
I feel damn guilty for not helping.
Not that i will be any help.
They on the lights again and everybody was looking at the man.
They slowly helped him up and i didn't notice where he went.
I hope he is okayD:

The 3D movie is super nice, everybody was like "WHOA"
Cause the starting was like somebody was hitting this ball towards us.
And it looks damn real.

Went to the library afterwards and talk talk talk.
Saw Samantha ! She so cute, ask me lick her lolipop
(omg, sounds wrong)
Than her friend was like "HIV can be transmitted by saliva blah blah "
hahas.
Had fun today :D

Laser eyes !

<3

Movie ! :D

2009-06-07T21:20:00.000-07:00

Daddy just went out for lunch and
afterwards to some BMW driving class
( Heard it when he was talking on the phone. He is like a mega- loud speaker)
Not that he can ever afford a BMW HAHA.
Omg. that reminds me when mommy used to drive me to primary school
and alloston's(argh. i forgot how to spell) mother drove this BMW.
So mommy made a nickname for him "the BMW boy "
LOL.
D:
I just realised i been rumbling about the past.
oh shit X:
i miss fishballs.

I want to swim !
It just makes me feel so muchh better :D Its a drug for me and i am addicted
WAHAHHAS.
@_@
The water just washed off my misery and anger.
All i can feel is me, water and my heart beat, nothing else.
Charrisa just come her that thing, and i just come mine too.
My hair is all dry and tangled. Argh.. Hate the chlorine water hahas.
Spoilt my haiirrr!

For the past 2 days, i dreaded when night comes.
Cause, lying on the bed is painful.
Yes. for the first time, it is.
That is when everything just come rushing to me.
And it just doesn't come once, it repeats and repeats and repeats.
The same old pattern
the same old words.
"Hurt" is just a word, hurt don't mean anything.
It can't feel, it can't understand.
I cried these two days when i am at night.
I am unsure of myself.
I don't want self-pity or whatever.
I just want to pour it out.

I don't take friendship lightly.
Friendship is my key weakness.
Mostly i strong in everything but when it comes down to friends.
I won't deny that i am weak, i will cry at the slightest thing.
I don't know what i feeling anymore cause right now all i feel is the numbness.
This is so sudden.
The impact is just a double blow for me.
Cause nobody ever walked out of my life before.
Just when i thought everything was prefect, it just goes down the drain.

I don't mind you running towards me and confining your troubles.
If you trust me and stuff, i will let you vent your anger .
How was i suppose to know that you are feeling down?
I thought maybe if i asked you are alright, you will just think of the stuff that is bothering you more and it will hurt you more.

Some friends aren't there when you need them.
But some friends will.
If you tell them, you will know.

Maybe you are confused or messed up .
I get it.
Everybody is.
Whose life is prefect?
Maybe you ought to feel what i feeling?
The world doesn't just revolve around you.
I am trying not to be so self-centred too.
Sparing a thought for you.

I got to go , have to meet laura ! :D

The words keep repeating in my mind.
The memories keep spinning in my head.
I pause and thought,
Did all these all come down to nothing?
Did our friendship worth nothing to her?
But it did to me.
Yes, i cried.
I have feelings.
I am fragile at times.
I am a human after all you know.

<3

My phone!!!:D

2009-06-07T06:52:00.002-07:00

Went to collect my phone yesterday, it took like around 3 danggg lonngg weekkks to get it fixed
Anyway glad to have it back :D Just that now i am not really use to it .HAHA.
Just came back from swimming with mummy, swam 4 laps cause my tummy is still full.
I must must MUST swim tomorrow morning !

I really really want to go to the beach!!
Since nobody seems interested, maybe liyana and i will be going to sentosa :D
Dece is in indo.:X Used to go out with them during the holidays and i love those times !
I hope syn yin can join us too :D.
Well if anybody is reading these, If you are interested in going to beach with us, sms me !
Ahh. Still miss patty :X waiting for her letter. HAHA.
Miss her tom yam noodle that she cooks for me .
Miss her bragging about thai idols.
And mostly ! Miss the time we spent , doing lame stuff like playing sims2:D

I really envy the way jana writes, damn nice :D
I going to go to her life journal every single day and read everything she writes.
I am a MAD FAN OF HERS!
Everybody seems so busy lately, I want to organize 6D'07 outing !

I got a SUN TAN!!
WOOTTT!
My skin is still kind of red D:
Yeah and my mom was like " You look like a malay " :O
But still i want a tan!

Going out with Laura tomorrow to see movie!
wahahahs!
I love Emelia's pencil box by the way, it looks like a chocolate box and it way cute .
Hope can go out with her too :D

I really did gave up searching for the damn job cause with my age , nobody is going to hire me.
Therefore, i going to find if i can do some charity job or whatever.
The moon is super duper nice tonight. Round round one D:
I want to fly to the moon !

I found out i downloaded loads of nice songs when i was sec 1.
WEE..! I love how Amy Pearson sings, with so much power and feel, it just makes me feel alot better:D

Jana i guess you are right, there is no such things as friends in the world.
They just want to get their goals.
Maybe i still searching for mine and i just stumbled to a wrong one.
A person who i thought could be an everlasting friend. A person who wronged me .
Maybe that is the cruel reality of life that we have to live with .
I have to treasure who i have now, cause i may never know when they will walk out of me.
The hurt you inflicted on me, can never replace the words that i spilled out right now.
Tears that just flowed which i don't have any fucking control over.
Now, i guess it wasn't worth it .
If you were to treat me this way, i rather we are better off without each other.
Yeah. It just hurts alot.
For starters, I didn't know you feel this way about me and that you can treat me like that.
It is childish that you are ignoring me, cause i want to talk it out with you.
But maybe you think i am not worthy enough to be you friend . Fine.
All i want to say is , PLEASE GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT.
I am hurt and DAMN FUCKING PISSED.
It is always me who goes begging for forgiveness when we both are in the wrong.
You are short-tempered , i am fine, I DEAL WITH IT.
Cause i thought being with you was fun and i wanted to be friends with you.
Everybody have weakness right?
If you want to point your middle finger just go ahead and point .
POINT ALL YOU WANT!

I was moody only when you were cold towards me .
Everybody will be moody once in awhile don't tell me you haven't ?
Yeah i admit i been moody. So ? everybody have feeling right?

Best friends are there for each other, maybe i have vent anger on you afew times.
But have you THOUGHT YOU VENT ANGER ON ME TOO?
For me, i don't mind it . That is what friends are for right?
When one is in need the other is there to listen to help.
I don't mind you venting anger on me.
Yeah. Everybody is different.

I admitted i not good in comforting people.
But did you hear what i say after the "aiya" or whatever shit?
Plus i am not annoyed at you. I know that you are sensitive.
Than what you want me to say?
Why are you always looking at the negative sides of people instead of the positive?
For goodness sake, if you thought i wanted to be like you.
That i idea NEVER CROSSED MY MIND.
I wasn't even saying about you if you saw my pm last time.
Plus the worse is , you never even given me a chance to explain myself.
After a day we went to tam, you became like this .
What i done?

Maybe i should start talking to bob, he will listen .

Clark Quay With husband of the day!

2009-06-05T07:45:00.000-07:00

I SWEAR I WILL NEVER DRINK TAP WATER EVER AGAIN !!
Just came back from the toilet.
Hmm. Went swimming a few hours ago
24 laps!
I going to swim 30 tomorrow !
I love floating in the pool, watching the sky, the moon and stars.
The planes that fly pass once in a while .
My dream home is to have a rooftop where i can lie and stare at the sky.
HAHA!See if that happens in the future wahahhas.
Swimming kinda let me think . That is why i sometime lost count on the laps i swam.
I have to ask Charissa how many laps i swam.
Today usual just that i keep on swimming and swimming.
Took a break once in a while and felt my throat dry so i drank tap water @_@.
Which! i not going to do that ever again.
Going to swim tomorrow !
I am addicted. oh no D:

Yeah so today nothing much.
Met Sihan and Geraldine at KFC went to bio remedial after that.
After that, did not went to bowling or beach instead went to Clark Quay with Siying:]
They hiring alot of people there but sadly only for 18 and above.
Did some heart to heart talk with Siying ! Feel so dammit much better .
Thanks Ceon and siying ! :]

Right. Won't give a damn shit if you don't care about my feelings.
So yeah .
LOL i feel mean but ..whatever @_@.

Ate this pizza and the aunty was really nice!
The aunty was like telling us where the cheese came from .
Yayalalala
Den sat and ate it, acted like crazy women .
The aunty was like smiling at us :]

Yes! I am unglam! i love the pizza btw!
Cheesyy!

After eating, took some photos at singapore river HAHAS!
We look like some tourist or rather like some lesbo couple.

Went to Mrt station and did some jumpings?
LOLL.!
Don't know what the hell we doing D:

Si ying look ultra tall!And i look like some weird person who is hugging herself.

Took Mrt and Siying went to my house playground!

LOL!

Met Charissa and went for swimming !

I hate bio lesson! Luckily don't have any extention or i'm like ...

I want to swim !

Memories will always stay with me till i die, good or bad, i want to remember.
Life is short. Why be miserable over a small thing.

<3

I am hungry ):

2009-06-04T08:56:00.000-07:00

I AM HUNGRY!!!!
*On diet! @_@ Cannot eat ! D:
ARGHH ! Just came back from swimming with Charissa !:]
Went swimming after that at 10, the pool was close so we went to do some sauna!
Super misty Hee hee !
Tomorrow got to wake up early and swim!

Wee..! Now can go internet already :D
Blah blah.
Nothing to post .
Paint my nails Baby blue, erh.. looks kinda scary now..
But i like it LOL.

Tomorrow after my swim, will be meeting geraldine and si han ! :]
Yeah.. Erhh. den go bio remdial ? D:
Not looking forward for it man ]:
Ahh.! i still can't find any job!
Kinda give up on it X:
Next time i find the job before the holidays start, or else too late .

Bob is accompanying me now !
Mommy is not yet back D:
I wan singapore to snow !
GAH. i so random .
Today PCD concert .. saddy . never go .

Right! Lady Gaga coming ! :DD
14-16 JUNE ! WAHHAHAHAS.
I MUST go no matter WHAT.

Blah. ! I want to go to beach . But nobody wants to go.
Everybody are either 1) In camps 2)Busy 3) Watching bof 4) Don't care me , i guess?
The only person who seems to be interested in the beachyy thingyy
Is Ceon . And even laopo doesn't want to go:X

Mummy is back ! :X
I not hungry anymore.
Guess i sleeping soon.
Gah. i am bored.
Oh yeah. Took a picture ! Cause i thought my hair looked nice after i swam
LOL. I was also bored. So yeah you know.

Lazy to edit BLAH BLAH

I love bob<3
I love Lady gaga<3
I love food<3
AND THE BEACH!

Yeah .Gonna go sleep soon.
BIG BIG DAY ahead tomorrow!
I am on a diet MOM!!! Mom just asked me to eat bread:X
Not gonna eat it.wahahahas

Nights!
Bio tomorrow ]:

<3

DAMMIT COM ! D:

2009-06-04T01:33:00.000-07:00

STUPID MIO PLAN #%(q)#^(
SCREW YOU MAN !
Now my home computer and home phone cannot be use ):
At my grandmother house now @__@
Monday went to tam1 to see if Carls Jr hiring people anot
Leele, Si ying and Si han followed me :]
Erh.. feel damn bad @_@ keep asking them to tag along with me
Anyway they not hiring people already so kinda FURIOUS.
Fuck ! So hard to find job. D:

Yesterday after Bio lesson went to hougang point Mac
they hiring people. LOL . They can't hire me cause i am 13 PLUS.
Wth. My birthday only one more month what]:
Went to my granny's house after that met Janice at KTV
So long never meet her already hahas !
Really miss all zhp friends man ]:

Talked to chen shan yesterday ! Wee! she so kind hahas!
An old woman selling pork floss knocked on her door
One packet $15 AND SHE BOUGHT IT @_@
Hahas! think she got cheated already
Anyway! Last long with him kays?! <3
Hope we can meet up during the holidays ! :]

Tomorrow got bio remedial@_@
Oh man]: AHH! i hate bio ! i prefer chem :D
Maybe going bowling tomorrow !

Today is PCD concert T_T
AHHH cannot go ]:
Wtf.

I WAN JOBB!!!!
I am crappy!
WAHAHAHHAS!

<3

WOOOO!

2009-05-31T07:40:00.000-07:00

Just came back from Mick's house :D
Hahas! Damn tired but enjoyed it cause we had HELL LOADS FUN !
I didn't go on a diet @_@
Cause i can't live without eating.:X
Anyway yesterday did 20 laps of swimming in the late evening with Charissa
No picture @_@ cause my phone is still repairing !
One week already think more than that gonna call them up tomorrow.
Today woke up at around 8 plus, Went swimming with Charissa again.
20 laps :] Got a bit of tan, not very sunny so yeah.

LOL My mom asked me to read newspaper and at the fourth page
I fell asleep @_@ and drooled all over the newspaper :XX
Hee. Laopo influence me to sleep
Went to tution after that, boring @_@

WOOT! Met Mick at Compass and waited for Ceon at hougang mall
Ate pepper lunch :X Still full HAHA .
Talk talk BLAH BLAH TALK CRAPS .

Ceon's erhh.. dunno what he ordered.
Beef? Looks like beef to me :X

Mine! Chicken and salmon :]

Mick brought us to some erh.. place near hougang mall.
Got an exercise corner , kinda slacked awhile there.
We tried out the stone stone thing. The one where u have loads of stones on the floor and you step on it, screaming like a mad woman ?
Good for blood circulation, i heard.
Okay I know my english is terrible so i dunno how to describe the thing @_@
I love LADY GAGA! - LOVE GAME :]

Walked to the bus stop and took a bus to Mick's house.
He got a hammy! :[
His room is painted in green @_@ and his whole house to me is colourful
Come to my house and u know what i mean .
Played PILLOW FIGHT! WOOTT!
Omg @_@ Mick so violent .

WEEEE..! Mick's house can see the highway below and it is really very FAB!:]
Went to the rooftop near his house.

Okay I seriously look like some retarded person here.

WAHAHHAHA! I feel like skipping right now.
Can't find my skipping rope]: LOL.
Credits to Ceon for the pictures :D

Okay @_@ Damn tired, going to bed now .
Tomorrow still got archery.

Those who thinks that i don't reply tags is i go to your blog and reply you one :]
LOL

<3

Boomb,,

2009-05-29T06:33:00.000-07:00

BAH. Got my results back today @_@
Kinda rot and die right there.
Cause it is so damn shitty.
Class level 10 . wtf. dropped by 7 positions .
Maths from 70 plus to 45.
Oh well, stop bragging about it or i might just jump right out of my window
Blah . Mom just found out i pierce my ear . after 3-4 months?
LOL. Made a big fuss about it .
I want my phone :X stupid @_@ its been one week and i hate the spare phone .

Looking for job right now
WHO WANTS TO HIRE ME ? :D
okay i being lame right here. @_@
anyway yesterday geraldine and si hanfollowed me to find jobs.
Thanks guys :D
Found three: Heartland mall -drink stall and shoe shop
Punggol Plaza- DVD shop
Hmm guess i can't get the job cause i waited the whole day today,
yet nobody call me .
Maybe i shall go ask around @_@

I WAN GO PCD CONCERT!
But. i have like $0 right now .
:X miss avril's one last year.
AHH MONEYY ! I WAN MONEY!

Hmm Went to Dino on Wed:D
Seriously, i LOVE IT HEEE.
so fun :X WEE. learnt the different kind of rocks.
BLAH BLAH:]
Maybe going Australia to dig fossils end of the year!

WOOT! Heh. Ceon's brother birthday was on someday . LOL i forgotten
Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEON!
I thought was Leon @_@ LOL..

Spent almost $30 plus on art @_@
YES $30.. :X
Anyway it is about family and thinking about the shitty grades.
I have to put in more effort .
TA DA!

Mommy was like so EXTREMELY nice to me when she saw it.
But it didn't last for a few days and now she is back to her normal self @_@

Iron! hope your butt butt okay and your lucky boxers helped! [jking] :X
Blah.. mom nagging again @_@

<3

]:

2009-05-20T05:21:00.000-07:00

Today got back results, sucks like hell.
Failed my maths and science barely passed? 57.
Study so hard get such SHITTY marks.
What the fuck is wrong with me man ?
Like why can't i just get everything in my head?
I can say bye bye to Amaths and top 10 in class
#^)*(Q)#^*%()Q#)^
All i want to do now is read, blast music, cycle, run and swim
Hianz. Everything is so fucked up right now.
English.. 54/80 still like shit .
Most people will be like " Pass can already what, worry so much for what?"
Problem is I don't want to have just a passing mark
I want good grades.
Grades that determine my future .

Ahh. In a damn crappy mood now @_@
I feel like .. i dunno.. smacking people :X
If NSN is here now hahas ..
Hope tomorrow D and T will be better
Guess so.. hope so..

Anyway putting that aside.
Don't know why these few days my left arm so pain
nothing to do with dragon boating maybe i keep sleeping on my hand at night? LOL
Today went for Archery, started shooting it already:]
hahas quite fun
Going to J8 to repair my phone tomorrow so i will be using a spare one
So still can contact me, i will miss my phone phone ! :X

Thought of cutting my hair :]
i thought these hairstyles are nice :D

I really love this one :DD

:D i feel so much better.
hahas .hmm i go read my book already @_@
:D
<3 tc everybody.

Wee :D

2009-05-16T05:56:00.000-07:00

Hello humans ! :D
EXAM IS OVER!
This whole week i been going out :X
Went to laopo's house.
I am addicted to her house !
Put masskk!
hee .. wahh but very pain when take out :X
omg. i starting to feel my english is like SHIT
Went to Amk hub on.. THURSDAY!
With Gladys darling , Siying Pornstar ,Laopo and Jia Yi :]
We keep going to the arcade ! Blah seriously i DECLARE I AM BANKRUPT!
Went to Plaza Singapure :D
Laopo! go home SHE AND HER BED!
I nearly went into the gents @_@
without even knowing it
HAHA
I was smsing than i accidentally when into it
Jia yi was like "VALERY!"
LOL
don't worry i never see anything:D
Went to arcade again, took neo-print twice

Yeah yeah i am the shortest ]:

I feel so left out hahas:D All wear black only I wear white-- Sadded
LOL

TO LAOPO!:
I SAW BABIES SWIMMING:D
WAHAHAHAS

Now at home :] Just came back
Went to Kovan Lan and play with venice
today never take any pictures :D
HAHA.
always go out with her take alot of pictures
50 plus
After that went to Parklane mall the lan to meet her friends:]
They quite friendly :D
Play lan, left for death
Hahas, quite scary at first but use to it already.
My ears are like semi-deaf :X
Whole day at lan @_@
WEE! Took bus to Serangoon, followed Venice to take money.
Met her friends, they bring me to mrt :D
After that they went to Brandall CC to sing KTV!
BLAH SO TIRED

Darling! :D SEE I GOT POST! HAHAS:]
Thanks for tagging <333 ! WOOT! Can't wait for monday :D Dragonboating!! HERE I COME !

IRON! I was just kidding with you :X SORRYY ! Don't angry angry :XX AHH i hope you will talk to me on monday :] YOU CAN SAY I AM FAT! CAUSE I AM . Even LAOPO *@$()$*@ BROTHER SAYS THAT *Sobs one corner. kays i going on a diet man! this june holiday i going to losee... 2 KG! YES! i going to cycle , skate , blah blah ! DON'T EAT FOR DAYS :D hahas ! okay kidding i will die without eating for a day D: Gosh i am hungry already :X I guess laopo was right, Taylor Swift, You Belong With Me That guy is really shuai HAHA X: ohh man i am crapping like hell right now .

WOOT! Take care everybody ! <3

Library closed ]:

2009-05-09T03:21:00.000-07:00

ARH! Don't know what is wrong with my eyes.
It so itchy! Since last week.
ARGH! _#*)@$ I am trying not to rub it X:
I bought the eye drop but it just last a few hours
and it is itchy again .X:
Just came back from wake :O
So tired @_@
Anyway woke up around 9 today, for me it is damn early.
I not sure why i can't sleep i guess it is due to my eyes
HAHA
Wanted to go to library today with Pornstar sister
We went there than realised today is a public holiday
never open :X .
I bought Pornstar to my house :]
Webcam LAOPO!

Went to Plaza Sing, go to a shopping centre@_@
And eat.. BEN AND JERRRYYY!
Yummyyyy:D
We talked talked, loads of things
Arhh... i laughing non-stop :X

:D

Hee We look RETARRDEDDD!!

Hee! My half-eaten brownie! :D It is damn expensive .

I look so MAN D:

OH YEAH! Today should be COUPLES' DAY !
I go to Ben and Jerry to eat , when i turn my head
i always see couple kissing or hugging at the escalator.
Or Pornstar and me walked around the shopping centre
we see couples holding hands
I go home i saw a couple kissing near my house
I go my grandmother house saw two couples at the bus stop
@_@
hahas :]

I am damn tired now :X
*Yawns!
Muhahahas!
Iron teaching me how to say proper chinese.

I want to punch you :X

2009-05-08T06:29:00.001-07:00

You don't get what i am feeling
I guess you don't even know i have feelings
You never understand me
You underestimated me
Your words hurt me
Those words you can't take it back.

I am sorry if i shouted at you
But that is all i can take
You say i am forgetful
Yes i am but i already tried my best
I remembered the past
The times when u hurt me with the words
The same old words

I hate you sometimes
But i am lost i really don't know what to do
Nobody understands me

Fun,Joy and Laughter

2009-05-07T23:37:00.000-07:00

At laopo's house now :D hahas.
realised i didn't have keys to go home so i go her house.
Her father damn cute loh !
Anyway today literature was okay i guess X:
Hmm.. i linked most of the people i think .
If i haven't link you tell me.
Boo.! i am insane not retarded- to Iron
I love LAOPO :] I HATE HER BROTHER! RAWHH

I going to put some outdated photos :] !

Exchange Program

Ellyn Mommy and Jasmine

Plaza Sing with Liyana :D

Valentine's Day

Jia Yi :D

Laopo! :D

Trilene :D

Sentosa! City Havest Church Outing

Shooting Competition

I know i am short ! :X

BOO:X i close my eyes hahas.

Liyin's house - Project Work

Sports Day :X

Homecoming !

CPN camp :D

Pornstar Sister drawing :D

Watch Movie with Venice

I think that is almost all :]

I really hope we can be like last time
When we had hell loads of fun
But i guess things have changed

I back! LOL

2009-05-07T07:18:00.000-07:00

HEE! I am re-opening my blog again.
so many months never blog hahas. and i so jealous that laopo and iron have blog.
ohh ! and thank you laopo! for helping:]
:X today maths exam .. arhh! i wrote the formula wrong.
Met venice:D today at Amk hub hahaas:D
OH! we went to watch movie-Ramen girl
blah. so now i am broke
the movie quite touching ..hee i cried :X
after that we went to library study @_@
Den we go slack slack X:
hmm venice and me like the same things.
we were like asking each other, same timing "whats the time?"
hahas than we laughed like mad women can

:D hahas okay really had LOADS of fun today
make me stress free for awhile:]
thks venice!

Everybody! Jy for Lit tomorrow! :D